I could be brand new all over again, if you say
Or i could hold on to the life i’ve created and stay
I could be beginning to dream new dreams
Or i could open my eyes to the same sunbeam
I could be smooth,scar less, never hollow nor dark
Or i could be crying for hours just say on your mark..
I could be the shadow of every misery lets say
Or i could be the first rain droplet on a sunny day
I could be the giggle of a content heart if that exists
Or i could be the lit cigarette burnt with agony that persists
I could be sweet the real me i once was i remember
Or i could be the same fucking bitch i was last December
I could be the happy one falling in love again
Or i could still kiss the past absorbing all the pain
The choice is always ours it takes real balls to let go
Could be couldn’t be wouldn’t exist, start saying No
Life goes on my love it gets better if you may
You are beautiful, know it and just shine away