Fall.

taken aback, fallen behind,
cascading to the ground, teared pride.

tears of melted emotions,
colors of darkness, your fake devotion

I’m sharing above feelings with my heart,
observing life’s every part.

looking at the empty side of the bed,
i followed where ever you led.

nowhere you are to be seen,
even though you knew how much you mean.

i chase the shadows through the trees,
scared at the humming of the bees.

looking back far behind is a light,
fine beam so bright.

that light has your touch,
the whisper of ‘iloveyousomuch’

the giggle you loved,
that caring when i coughed.

so honest and sincere you declared you were,
wide eyes suddenly went blur.

that time i cant ever forget,
whenever we happily met.

turning back my head to the shadows i was following,
the lump grew hard and i was swallowing.

every shadow seems like you my dear,
then its a tree or a crow oh i cant bear.

landing on the bank of the river.
gulping the blood;sound severe?

there i stand with my eyes closed,
hands by side totally composed.

water, or is it a black sea?
its the same or is it just me?

whispering iloveyou for the last time,
holding my breath crossing the line.

i jumped like i used to when i was a kid,
but this time the water hit.

i sunk and sunk like a metal ball,
poor me had a great fall.