Left on the aisle…

walking away, leaving me on the aisle, you are going
how little and inferior i was to you you are showing

red flowers that i held in my arm merrily a while ago
now lie limp on the floor you threw them as you go

i stare, flabbergasted, at your back through my veil
love.life.family, an epic fail.

to reason with me that’s what i told you
words still echo ‘its over cant bear you’

flawlessly, the white gown hangs on me still,
poke me in my ribs and that can kill

craving to run and grab you and beg,
sobbing too much on your leg

maybe that could remind you the day you vowed
marry me princess? and then you bowed

it took me a sec to say yes to you baby
as i thought I’d enter my heaven, well maybe.

running for dresses and preparing the guest list
last few weeks seemed like a mist

all now is just a dream. a nightmare.
its truly quoted ‘life inst fair’

i then feel someone grabs my arm and takes me somewhere
am i fainting? blur pictures everywhere

you are gone in your car alone without me,
flowers still decorated oh i cant see

few minutes of this evening and I’m a dead soul
pierced right through my heart, a deep hole

please tell me its all a joke?
I’ll sigh a relief as I’ll woke

but the gloomy faces of my friends and family
pity on the girl in white gown, tells the story

i let the gravity take over me, shrink-ed.
hitting the floor on which i was to be ringed

i lay closing my eyes murmuring your name.
a girl left on the aisle, what a shame.